Apparition

from I Despise by Small Pond Big Fish

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How will I ever cease
This apparition that I see?
How do I escape
From the masticating of my soul?
There's too much time on your hands;
Immortal pain I'm drowning in.

That old memory, as I stare
Into the window of foreign land,
But the image shatters like glass.

You will fail to understand.

How will I ever cease
This apparition that I see?
How do I escape
From the masticating of my soul?
There's too much time on your hands;
Immortal pain I'm drowning in.

Both tastes divide
The bittersweet burning skin of mine.
When the cold breeze collides I ignite.

You will fail understand.

How willI ever cease
This apparition that I see?
How do I escape
From the masticating of my soul?
There's too much time on your hands;
Immortal pain I'm drowning in

You keep my anger burning,
I can't raise you from the ground.
Whenever I dream I've escaped
You pull me back to life.

How do I ever cease
This apparition that I see?
How do I escape
From the masticating of my soul?
There's too much time on your hands;
Immortal pain I'm drowning in

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from I Despise, released March 22, 2014

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Small Pond Big Fish London, UK

Iga Tchorz - Vocals

Dhylon Shah - Guitar

Anthony Greenwell - Bass

Matt Kitto - Drums

UK ALT ROCK

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